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Very Suicidal Now

Discussion in 'General Support and Advice' started by DeLuna, Mar 24, 2014.

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  1. DeLuna

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    my mom just almost caught me on here, she knows that I'm hiding something from her.....she knows I'm trans and bi but won't let me live my life....she would be furious if she found out that I was on here and also had a picture of me in one of her dresses on here.......she would most likely forcibly delete my account on here and take away everything from me......I feel like I would kill myself if she deleted my account on here, I really do need the support from here.....I don't want to be all alone locked in my room without any support!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck, I'm scared shitless to be cut off from support........FUCK!!!!!!!! I hope she won't catch me on here......I need this support.....idk what to do..I'm scared, I think she's going to find out soon
     
    #1 DeLuna, Mar 24, 2014
  2. DeLuna

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    fuck it

    ---------- Post added 24th Mar 2014 at 12:09 PM ----------

    i just heard my little brother in the other room say a homophobic slur!!!!!! omgs i feel like fucking shit....now hes mocking gay people by doing the sterotype voice of one!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck none of this family is good

    ---------- Post added 24th Mar 2014 at 12:17 PM ----------

    nobody cares do they
     
    #2 DeLuna, Mar 24, 2014
  3. BookDragon

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    Please don't :frowning2:

    If it's getting this bad, figure out an escape plan (even a bad one) and just get out of there.
     
    #3 BookDragon, Mar 24, 2014
  4. Claudette

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    I think it looks great on you btw!
    But if she knows you're trans, why not just let her know you have a support group! =D
    No one should be upset about you being in a support group.
    Please hang in there, I know you can ^^
     
    #4 Claudette, Mar 24, 2014
  5. DeLuna

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    im thinking about offering to sleep with someone for housing or something.........
     
    #5 DeLuna, Mar 24, 2014
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    Don't do that either...just...you don't want to go down that road...
     
    #6 BookDragon, Mar 24, 2014
  7. DeLuna

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    my mom would not even let me go to a gsa meeting..she would soo not let me on a support forum
     
    #7 DeLuna, Mar 24, 2014
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    I agree, you REALLY don't need to go down that road.

    Do you have any close friends who will let you crash at their place?
     
    #8 BelleFromHell, Mar 24, 2014
  9. DeLuna

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    my mom does not want people to "influance" me..she thinks lgbt people are influanced so that why they "choose" their sexualitys and genders
     
    #9 DeLuna, Mar 24, 2014
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    Do you have anything like youth hostels or something where you live? Any way you can leave your home and get SOME form of support away from an abusive family?
     
    #10 BookDragon, Mar 24, 2014
  11. DeLuna

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    i have no close friends..my "best friend" is a religious zombie

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    idk where to go
     
    #11 DeLuna, Mar 24, 2014
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    I'm so sorry sweety! Please don't kill yourself. (*hug*)

    You look fab in that dress btw! ^_^
     
    #12 Techno Kid, Mar 24, 2014
  13. Claudette

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    what about other family, like aunts and uncles?
     
    #13 Claudette, Mar 24, 2014
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    A quick google search brought up this:

    Identity, Inc.

    Perhaps see if you can call them and ask what to do?
     
    #14 BookDragon, Mar 24, 2014
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    Is your friend against LGBT people or is he/she just religious?
    If he/she's just religious, I'd stay with him/her.

    If he/she IS against LGBT people, are there any relatives you can stay with?
    If not, and it's as bad as you say it is, I'd call CPS.

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    I'd only use CPS as a last resort though.
    I heard there's something called The Trevor Project where you call the number and you can talk to counsolers, but I've never used it myself.
     
    #15 BelleFromHell, Mar 24, 2014
  16. DeLuna

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    he's against it, it's a sin to him

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    I'm not in Alaska right now, I'm in Oregon
     
    #16 DeLuna, Mar 24, 2014
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    OK, I'll have another look
     
    #17 BookDragon, Mar 24, 2014
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    ok
     
    #18 DeLuna, Mar 24, 2014
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    #20 BookDragon, Mar 24, 2014
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