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Why Shouldn't I Kill Myself?

Discussion in 'General Support and Advice' started by lucina, Mar 28, 2014.

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  1. lucina

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    I showed the video to my mom. She yelled at me for it, and didn't even watch the whole thing. I wish I was dead. I wish so badly to just be in the ground already. My mom lost her daughter today, because I sure as hell won't take that, but she might've also caused the only suicide she can take. Why shouldn't I do it? I hurt so badly and I want to stop feeling the pain.
     
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  2. TossAWatermelon

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    Imagine the problem solving itself later - what if it would never get better, because you committed suicide? And who knows? Maybe your mom will apologize for her rejection later. You wouldn't want to miss that, would you?
     
    #2 TossAWatermelon, Mar 28, 2014
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    If your mom can't except u for whatever reason she didn't then she didn't do a good job as a mom. A good mom would be there for her baby every single step of the way. U don't have to sit there and take that from her if she was yelling at u for who u really r u should've told your mom she needs to get a grip bc that's who u r deep down inside. I'm very sorry u feel that way (*hug*) if u ever wanna walk to me about anything u can message me on my wall.
     
    #3 Andrew99, Mar 28, 2014
  4. DeLuna

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    FUCK NO!!!!!! If you kill yourself than your in deep shit, I will fucking haunt you if you kill yourself, suicide is NOT the answer
     
    #4 DeLuna, Mar 28, 2014
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    There were times i wanted to kill myself. The pain is horrible i know. But the thing is, you can't let it win, don't let it control you. I know thats easier said then done, but please don't do it. And hugs(*hug*)(*hug*)
     
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    Don't do it!! She obviously doesn't realize how her reaction has hurt you. And people say things they don't mean in the heat of the moment, especially when they don't understand. We're here for you.

    What video was this? Maybe we could look at it and give you further advice. Also, there's tons of "It gets better" vids on youtube, and they have tons of good reasons why it does get better. (*hug*)
     
    #6 IG88, Mar 28, 2014
  7. DeLuna

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    I'm begging you to keep on holding on!! Please at least give me a sign that your still here on this earth

    ---------- Post added 28th Mar 2014 at 05:48 PM ----------

    I'm going to be up all night just worrying about you now, I can't go to sleep now......


    Please be alive!!!!!
     
    #7 DeLuna, Mar 28, 2014
  8. DeLuna

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    Sweetheart, I desperately hope your still breathing <3 you matter so much
     
    #8 DeLuna, Mar 28, 2014
  9. DeLuna

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    I'm here if you ever need to talk.......
     
    #9 DeLuna, Mar 28, 2014
  10. lucina

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    Please don't worry DeLuna, everyone else. I'm still alive.
     
    #10 lucina, Mar 28, 2014
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    Good. She's alive. * sigh of relief*
     
    #11 Kat 5, Mar 28, 2014
  12. lucina

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    For those wanting to see it, I'm afraid I've alreadydeleted it. It's not on youtube or anywhere else. My cousin told his father he was worried about me and he told my mom, and we all had a long talk about it. I'm better now, but not fixed.

    ---------- Post added 29th Mar 2014 at 12:03 AM ----------

    DeLuna, I think you'll see this so I'll ask: why do you care so much whether or not I'm alive? Believe me, I love knowing someone would notice I wasn't around, but it confuses the fuck outta me when people I've never been face-to-face with express concern over me. Help me understand, please.
     
    #12 lucina, Mar 28, 2014
  13. DeLuna

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    Short answer is, you remind me of myself.. Not because your trans, because I see hope in your eyes.....
     
    #13 DeLuna, Mar 28, 2014
  14. lucina

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    Thank you. I needed to hear that.
     
    #14 lucina, Mar 28, 2014
  15. DeLuna

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    I personally would jump in front of a bullet for a complete stranger also, that's just who I am I guess
     
    #15 DeLuna, Mar 28, 2014
  16. lucina

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    DeLuna, please turn your profile wall on. I want to talk to you with semi-privacy.
     
    #16 lucina, Mar 28, 2014
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    What a good person huh? DeLuna your an angel and we all see your halo shining bright. :slight_smile: (*hug*) :kiss:
     
    #17 Andrew99, Mar 28, 2014
  18. lucina

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    If I could upvote that, I would. She's my angel :grin:
     
    #18 lucina, Mar 28, 2014
  19. aspie musician

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    There is always someone who has seen something worse,been through worse experiences and still manages to keep on fighting.And life is strange-these type of experiences make us stronger in the end.The people that keep on going,no matter what happens,give me the strength to keep fighting.I know that sounds cliche,but its true.Besides-you cant see into the future and suicide would ruin the chance of things getting better. Dont ruin that chance.The chance is often bigger than we realize.
     
    #19 aspie musician, Mar 28, 2014
  20. DeLuna

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    I just enabled it just for you, buddy!! <3
     
    #20 DeLuna, Mar 29, 2014
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