I've been thinking about what people have said in my recent posts, and I think I'll wait until I'm 16, 18, whenever I can move out, and look back and see if the good out weighs the bad concerning my parents, if it's the latter then I can't have people around me who can't accept me for who I am and who drain me in every way possible, so I'm cutting them off and they won't blackmail me into doing otherwise. Maybe they'll change by then, but I doubt it, my Mum keeps making stupid comments like "it could be a phase", thinking she knows a thing about sexuality when she quite clearly doesn't. I need to let go someday, and maybe it will happen, maybe it won't, but either way I'll be happy being me.