Hello, I once had a gay love that backfired on me. He said as long as we send he will always be nice about us. That he was a good girl, and the right woman for me to marry. He said together we would share in a special power. He lived in his own movies. And in his own little world. He says the trick to Martial Arts is in understanding a persons demons. He told me he finished college, and that he would receive his diploma after his court case. He told me for me to be independent. I must try to have my family committed. He worked in a deli. Now He's a laughing boy, who spits on others who smoke, while eating and smoking butts from the ground. I was wrong to send him so many E-mails. I hope if he ever gets the message, If I can make it go through. He'll Understand what I mean that he should just accept, that his life was one big mistake.
