So...I think I've figured out part of my problem. I've lived in the DFW area for about 18 months now. For 6 of those months I didn't have a car which basically means doing nothing because you can't get anywhere because we have an abysmal lack of public transit, but that's another story. I grew up in and near small towns where there was nothing to do so I got used to doing nothing but now that I live in the city, I know there are things to do but I never do any of them and I still feel like I live in a small town. I haven't adjusted properly to the change in my environment and I think that's causing my depression to be worse, etc. How can I fix this? Where can I start?
Maybe you should explore those things, meet some new people or something else. The world is yours. You can make it!