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Didn't go to test today; Crumbled with anxiety

Discussion in 'General Support and Advice' started by Kai LD, Aug 14, 2014.

  1. Kai LD

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    I just wanted to express a little bit how anxious I am. I've cried about five times today already. I emailed my teacher and I think he will let me make up the test but I told him I don't disagree if he feels I don't deserve the chance. (Missed the last test day also).

    I thought I was getting better and I think I am but I feel completely horrible right now. I can't wait for this term to end so I can focus more on myself and try to get myself sorted. I have a lot of stuff I need to do, to take care of and to get started on and even though my gender issue is a big one it is only one problem of several. Next year has to be easier than this! :icon_sad:

    Thanks for reading. I just wanted to say something, somewhere and I don't feel ready to unload on family yet because if I start it will all come tumbling out at once.

    edit: Make that seven times. I haven't been this emotional in months at least.
     
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    (*hug*). I'm so sorry. I'm glad to hear that your professor is so understanding and will probably the chance to let you make it up. :slight_smile:
     
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    At least I got confirmed I can take my test tomorrow or saturday. Wow I feel washed out right now. Need to somehow be positive and start moving. It's only hard to move when you stop.