right now im puzzled about what's going through my head everytime when im alone or not busy with something that much i start to think about my friend and me doing things romanticly and i think of these scenarios of asking him out but when i actually talk to him i dont feel any feelings towards him in that manner but once it did feel aroused by him once because of a certain fetish i have but never had that fetish on males untill i saw my friend who matched my fetish but apart from that i don't feel anything around him and the only thing i do feel is just comftorble around him. if anyone can tell me what im feeling right now would be a great help
Well, no one can tell you what you are feeling. But more importantly this might be a case of idealizing something that isn't there. Sounds like you have a bit to ponder. Thanks for posting.
