Feeling confused- does anyone else share these feelings?

Hi all,
so here goes.

Over the last week, I have been working on accepting my sexuality or trying to and been thinking about it a lot and I have noticed that after that , I find myself checking out girls around me and at work and thinking about what people would think if I told them, even though I know I'm not ready to do that yet. I keep thinking and have realized that when I first realized I was gay, I don't think I accepted it which is probably why it has come back. Or else it could be that I don't have anyone off the computer to talk to about all these feelings and I spend time thinking and journaling about it. There are times that I feel that I am constantly looking at girls and sometimes guys...

While I a,m checking out girls, I also start to think of the guy that I have liked for awhile and how maybe I'm not sure what I want....my guy crush and I are pretty much friends and stay in touch but we haven't talked about how we feel since I told him about a year ago, and I don't feel like now is the time to bring it up cause I don't want to rush things if he's not ready to go there.

So I am wondering, has anyone had feelings like this? How did you work through them??