As the title states, this is the second Christmas without my Mom. She died two years ago, next month. I miss her so much. I live with my Dad, always have. My parents got divorced when I was 15 (well it was on my 15 birthday). She used to always come over after the divorce, or we would go to house. It was always a big deal and I loved it. It was one of the few times when we would all be together as a family, and it was nice, but now that is gone, gone forever. God I miss her, what I wouldn't give to just have one last time to talk to her, one last time to say that I miss her and that I love and to get to say Good-bye. I want my Mommy.
Aww... I believe she is watching over you. Death is not an end, only a new begining to another kind of existence. As long as you love her and keep her in your toughts she will feel them. I guess she is glad the lady you turned out to be. I know I am glad to met you in here. You are such a fine lady with great heart. (*hug*)
I'm so, so sorry for your loss. My father also passed away two years ago, and I can attest that holidays are the most painful times. My deepest condolences to you!
Thanks everyone. I just wish I could have more than just thinking about her and keeping her in my thought. Thanks Holidays and birthdays are the worst. There is no way to even explain the pain.
I'm sorry for your loss and believe me I am familiar with your grief. I lost my mom 11 years ago and I still miss her so much. My parents divorced when I was 12 and I elected to live with my mom... I was definitely closest to her. The holidays, her birthday and the anniversary of her departure are always the most difficult. Hope you find a measure of peace today.
