I just need to let off some steam so badly... Holy shit - I'm so fucking over everything at this point. My dad is suicidal due to still having no job, centrelink (DOLE organisation) CONSISTENTLY fucking us over, school in a week and feeling like a burden still. Not to mention the excessive "it would be easier for them if I wasn't here" kind of thoughts. And to put a fucking cherry on top - I get real vibes of tension between my parents, considering they've always been close, I'm worried sick about them getting a divorce because of all this bullshit as they're not used to it. I've drifted from all my friends, and really I was trying to stay optimistic about this year but oh my GOD. This year is going to fucking suck, I can just see it now.
