Do you ever feel like nothing, like another breeze of wind, like another stem of grass, like another fallen leaf, like you could disappear and no one would give a fuck care. I feel so much like this right now, I just needed to.. I don't know what I need(ed). Sorry for the language and if I put a damper on your day.
(*hug*) You could do a few things you like, and keep you motivated... do you have some hobbies ? You could try to consciously enjoy a few moments... a cup of tea.. If you feel depressed, you could talk to a counselor... maybe at school... And if you want to talk, you can call here: The Trevor Project GLBT National Help Center (*hug*) Oh your blog is not visisble to others yet... you can change that here: http://emptyclosets.com/forum/blog_usercp.php