I am one of smartest persons of world and i am completely perfect. But... I am living at Turkey. I dont have a job(bcause turkey is a bad country). I dont have a degree bcause teachers was stupid and i leaved university. I dont have money and job. I dont even go outside. I am completely alone and i am dying bcause of i lost all of my spiritual energy. I am 24 years old now. I am completely depressed. I am getting insane. I dont have any hope. I am feeling weak and losing weight. I dont want write anymore. I am depressed. Crying all day and doing nothing.
(*hug*) Hang in there yuno44907! Dont pressure yourself with love. You are still young! You have plenty more time to find love. But for the meantime, while waiting for that love to come, try fixing yourself first. You dont want to so see love with yourself broken in pieces. Stay calm. People here are more than willing to help you. You can talk to me if you want. (*hug*)
I need money for escaping my homeland or becoming alive. If you dont have money your friends stops hanging with you. You are 19 years old; you cant understand. Become 22 years old for understanding real life.
Hey yuno, welcome to EC! If you want to chat, please feel free to send me a Private Message, sometimes it helps to have someone to just talk to.
OK people. I am sitting in my home always. I never go outside. I dont have a job. My family hates me. Everything is wrong in my life. What i have to do? I want to leave this islamic country so marry with someone who meet from internet. Am i wrong?
Marrying someone will not save you, it will only complicate your life further. Focus on getting the job which will get you the money that you need to leave that place and find a better place. Finding someone should be the last thing you think about, trust me.
You need to be able to suppirt and YOURSELF first. You can't depend on someone else for your own happiness.
And that is the problem. Tou need to find another source of happiness because, again, you are relying on others for your own happiness. I would suggest moving out of turkey whenever possible if the situation is that bad. To the UK may be a good idea plus it is closer than America. Do things that YOU enjoy if you don't know of any search for some like taking up a sport to practice, drawing, writing, lisrening to music, walking, running anf the list goes on there are many things you can do. Do not give up
I don't want to judge you, and I am not going to say anything about the decisions you made. I will just suggest you to look for more immediate help first, such as getting a job, make any connections you can manage. Get something that can keep you alive for the short term first. You will be taken advantage of when you throw yourself to people like this, and it won't make anything better.
I am 24 years old. I worked before. I also gone for military service. There is no hope. Our people always voting for worst politicans. I am getting insane. UK is really hardly accepts migrants and it is too crowded. What if i cant get a job in UK? I watched many movies about UK migrants, they mostly starving.
I mean working now to get a living and get some money to get out of there. It is extremely difficult for an outsider to help, if they can even help at all. Even though I have a long distance girlfriend in the US, I can't just move there and marry her without a plan or anything to support myself. It would destroy our relationship and it would still leave me with no where else in the world to go. I hate where I am, and I hate the fake life I have to live, but I bite my lips and dredge on, because it is about survival now. I have to strive for the bigger picture and a promise of a better future, because it is either that or just off myself here and now. But I don't want to die like this, and remembered as someone who I am not, that is even worse than just dying. I am clawing my way through university, and I plan to get a job here, hopefully with US connection so that I can use that to move there one day, or just allow me to have enough money to get me out of here and find a new job in US with my experience and education. It is likely to take me a long time, perhaps several years and I will likely only be able to get to US when I am near 30s after my transition. But that is better than either trapped here, trapped in this body, and be homeless, or simply off myself and get buried as a guy. Life is a fking bitch. I intend to fight her with every last shred of my strength. I hope you can do the same, and survive the world.
You are right. I have mental illnesses; i cant learn or work anymore. When i work people always standing against me and being my enemy. Your religion, how you eat, how you sit everything is important for them bcause they are stupid animals. My society have very important rules.
Rainbow Refugee Association of Nova Scotia Information | Rainbow Refugee Here are two Rainbow Refugee programs One in Vancouver Canada, and the other in Nova Scotia, Canada (my home). Maybe something to just keep in mind
