I'm feeling so overwhelmed right now. Telling me about how you're feeling anxious and stressed and etc. and I'm so overwhelmed and not able to react clever or helpfully. I can't handle people telling me things like that anymore. It's too much for me. Too much memories, too much 'i should be able to help them', too much of negativity I really don't need in my life. I don't know what to do. I can't Ok great. Thx. Thank you so much. You can't know, not your fault. You're just making everything so complicated. I planned out how I'm gonna do it ok. I planned it out. I did the first steps today and no it wasn't easy. I totally opened up to my best friend and my mom. I'm just confirming your deepest fear. I'm gonna hurt you so fucking much. I'm gonna break your heart. I don't want that, but I don't wanna live a lie either. That wouldn't do any good. No fucking good. It'd just hurt you even more. So I had to choose between hurting you or hurting you. OK guys. Whoever might read this... sorry I needed to get this out somewhere. You don't need to answer or write sth. Just needed to write it down somewhere bc I couldn't keep it in my head. It'd just make it even worse. Needed to get it out. So just ignore or yea I don't care. Late night rambling.... great job me.
I'm not sure what it's all about Spacewalker, but I hope it helped a little to let it out here. It's always better to talk/write about how we feel, otherwise it does get bottled up inside. If you want to say more, go for it. You can PM me, if you wish.
I think I somehow get what you're really feeling when you posted this. It might not be exactly how I had been feeling these past few weeks, but it sounds like something empaths sometimes feel.
