It randomly hit me really hard a few days ago that my crush will never love me back, at least not the way I love her. My life has kind of fallen apart again and I want to do things I never really wanted before. I want so bad to get high and forget about the world for a little while. I know it's bad, but I can't help wanting it right now. I want to get over her and I can't. I need to just get away from reality. Being bi fucking sucks. Literally. I need to get over her and I need to focus on studying for finals. I need to focus on my music. I need to not focus on her. I just can't and it's killing me inside. Help
It might be good to retire for a while, as long as you really do retire and not use it as an excuse. You can use the time to think about yourself. Try to view it as a movie, as something that happened to somebody else. I know it's easier said than done, but you just try this, it helped me a lot. Yeah, being bi definitely sucks, tell me about it... But in a way we are also lucky.
