I live a life full of pain and deciet. I harm myself rather it be burning or cutting. I have type 2 diabetes and I take in alot of sugar also have gerd and hypertension aka high blood pressure.I choose to be unhealthy cause I don't care about myself. But now its getting to me so I think I do care but don't do anything at all to fix it. I have severe low self esteem I been doing this for a long time of self harm. I also write poetry but its alot of pain and neglect
Hey man! Keep on living! We have a looot in common... *I have diabetes too *I have been cutting and burning *I have low self-esteem *I do write too. I know how this all feels and I don't know if I, as a person still not fully "charged", should give you an advice, but try to find any goal you'd like to achieve it can be even small thing, like going anywhere, seeing something, writing x of poems. There is more people like you and you are surely not alone! Greetings!