anxiety is NOT fun. it's not "aww she's stuttering, how cute" or "look, she's blushing because the teacher called on her and the entire class turned and is staring at her <3". it's more like "oh my god what an attention seeker, she started hyperventilating just because the teacher asked her a question. grow up." and "ugh, she took two minutes to answer a question because she was stuttering so much. god, she's so annoying." haha i love being chatted shit about because of something i can't do anything about paranoia makes it wayy worse too, yay having a panic attack because there's a 1% chance you didn't lock the door is soo much fun! :bang: :tears:
I know anxiety isn't fun. Are you seeing a professional? Also, there are online resources to help with anxiety.