ARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!! If there ever was a word for agony this would be it. Why do I always find myself being attracted to straight guys. First it's one of my brother's friends. I get all weird around him and he makes me feel things inside that I'm not used to. The same goes for a guy at my work place. The trouble being that they are both straight. How do you guys manage this? I have never felt this way about someone before, but I know I'm just torturing myself hoping for some small sliver of hope that they could be gay or bi underneath. I've met plenty of gay men but I just don't feel the same way about them as I do about these two, and it kills me thinking of being in a relationship with them only to realize that it will never be. It gnaws, it eats, how do you get over this?
Well I hate them to the point I act like crazy bastard which brings out the worst in themselves. Then I get over them Not a very pleasant at all, mind you, I don't want a repeat.
