They reallllly do. I never normally crush - I never let myself get caught up in them just to get defeated emotionally later on. Unfortunately I let my guard down and have a pretty big crush. I hate the way it takes your breath away. I hate the way it gives you hope then dashes it away. I hate the way it makes you second guess everything. I hate the way it tends to take over and makes you feel like a jackass later. Not fair he is so cute. Not fair that I can't decipher ANYTHING! Not fair that I feel like a giddy teenager! Long story short - See cute guy at gym for the past few months. He isn't a manly guy, I could guess he is gay but I am terrible at that. I don't really say anything to him at all. Few weeks ago I speak to him and get him involved on something I'm involved in. So I get to keep in touch with him. Didn't ask him for the sole reason though, haha. Friggin set the crush into full speed. I am NOT the type of person (especially being closeted) to just openly talk to someone about it. Although, I do feel like I am obvious (I guess not too obvious though if you saw my rent post...). I guess all I can hope for is that I get over it soon. I hate the way it takes your breath away though.. :icon_sad:
