so.. i finally decided to join a social media site for lesbians.. i was thinking it's a good opportunity to meet other people without actually seeing them personally.. unfortunately after a few minutes i decided to delete my account.. yesterday i thought i was making progress about my view on my sexuality.. apparently i'm not.. or probably i'm just too cowardly to put myself out there.. how can i meet other people.. if even the thought of talking to them online makes me anxious.. actually, even making this post is really difficult for me.. i'd spend lots of time typing and erasing, then rephrasing everything.. i'm too socially awkward as it is.. :bang::tears:
