I feel like I am finally finding myself. The past year has just been a rollercoaster of emotions and change. There is still alot to come, but for now, I think I am getting closer. In the past year I achieved alot. In just one year, in 365 days, my grandpa died, my mom suffered from a depression, my friend got bulimia and I had a hell lot of problems in school. But there was also good. I finally, finally found out who I am. I changed from the basic girl to someone you notice when you walk by. And I am so fricking happy with that. I finally had the guts to change my clothes from H&M to badass bandshirts, I changed my shoes from nike to badass boots. I cut my hair off from basic hairstyle to short and cheeky. And I can finally say that I like myself. And final,y being myself got me hella awesome friends. People from who I never thought I liked suddenly shared the same interests with me and I get noticed for being different. Now, I have met so many great people. I love them. But there is still a way to go, I am not at the end. I need, no, I want to tell everybody who I am and yes, that I am bisexual. But I need a break. I am exhausted. And even more, I am afraid. I am afraid of whats coming. Most of the people I know, I think they will understand. Exept my Best Friend of 8 years. She never said she had something against LGBT+ and I dont think she is homophobic in any way. But I think she will change the way she looks at me. Not on purpose. But I feel like it would change something. It's the little things that scare me. Feel free to leave a comment on how your year was.
