Hello I am 3 and had my first gay sex and I am feeling strange. So we kissed, suck each other and we did a lot of things, but when we try to fuck it was hard to penetrate him he was on top of me and said my dick was hurting him so we stop. Few minutes later we tried again and was more easy and we fuck. I didn't cume, I might be too nervous and also no I am with a strange feeling I am not happy but I am not sad , and I am questioning my self if I am gay. By the way I like everything we did but I didn't give myself fullest