Ive spent a lot of time and energy on self harming and unhealthy attitudes and behavior I reaction to homophobia from society and especially my father. I'm a really sexual person so I'll get very depressed about this often. I want to cool it on the gay stuff till I finish college in about 3 years. Any advice on focusing on my hobbies and learning to keep my mind from swaying?
I like to immerse myself in what I like to do inorder to keep myself busy. When I'm busy, I don't think a lot about my problems on my homefront or the fact that I'm in the closet still. I listen to music and sing. I write Stories and Poems in a book. I like to go for long drives (even in traffic lol). I joined courses to help me move on in academics and I spend time doing assignments and projects. I'm also going to sign up for a French Exam so that I can brush up on it. Dunno if this helps.
