Hey, So i just want to know if im a wierdo basically. Im a closeted lesbian and i feel like everytime i get a crush on a girl its kind of obssesive: i think about her 24/7, try to run into her all the time...etc. Sometimes they are crushes on girls i dont even know/rarely see... Most of the time i fall for these girls even before i know they are actually straight and then its just too late and im head over heals I want to think that this is just because i am in a very lonely point in my life and not because im a wierdo!but if you need to spill the truth and tell me im a wierdo so be it.
I feel the same sometimes. I just put it down to my subconscious trying to tell me that I can't deny my feelings/sexuality forever! Getting a crush on a girl makes me have to face reality a little more.
No, it's not weird, it's just your subconcious working. Unless you're stalking the person or doing something like continously gawking at her, it's not weird.
