I feel like I can't concentrate on school work. All I want to do is think about is my sexual orientation and how I've been in denial of it most of my life and what will my future be like...and I realize, how will I have a future if I can't get into college? But I feel like the only way I can keep my self-esteem up is by watching Youtube videos about strong, successful lesbians and...I really struggle with school work because I am too emotional. Has anyone else gone through this?
YES! Gosh I thought I was the only one. It's really depressing, huh? Bad grades are a norm for me right now. First I cried about it, but now I have reached a point where I don't even care about that anymore. Will I pass this year of school? Idk. There are days when it suddenly hits me and I am like "girl, this is for your future", but end up doing nothing like always. So, you are definetly not the only one!
