i even hate the word gay. gay is a word our fucked up society refers to us HOMOSEXUALS, because they think all homosexuals are gay(happy). the original meaning of gay is happy and im not happy. im miserable. my loneliness is killing me. ive always had some mental health problems, but being homosexual is the main reason of my depression. i want to die. people who think being 'gay' is a choice are RETARDED. im tired. all i want is love and im not allowed to have it. i know why not. the world is so shallow. i just want to die
Hey buddy, I know it's tough but you can pull through this. Who gives a damn what society thinks? They barely know the meaning of love if they're being homophobic. Keep going for the sake of anyone close to you, and for the sake of finding your happiness. I know it seems far away but there is a silver lining. Remember that you are amazing and DESERVE to live, don't take your life! You don't know for certain what is around the corner. Everywhere you go there will be disrespectful people, that's life. But remember that life also includes people who are worth living for, who will let their hearts into yours like a waterfall cascading into the sparkling river below. If you need to talk about this further, feel free to comment on my wall or just continue using this thread. We are all here for you buddy.
Hey! Like FoxEars said, you are AMAZING and DESERVE to live! Lots of people are stupid and hateful. It is just part of the human condition. I know it hurts. I know just how hard it can be. Anything that is different is hated, even if that kind of different isn't hurtful. But know that not everyone is like that! Here you have a community of people from around the world who are willing to support you, hear your hurts, and comfort you. Keep talking because we care about you and want you to be around for a very long time! If you ever feel like you don't matter to anybody, know this: You matter to me.
how is being gay affecting your life? honestly being gay is a really small aspect of your being, you are not thinking clearly. we can talk more if you want!
it sucks being 'gay'. homophobes around me. always judging me because im alone. i also struggle with social anxiety and guys may think if i try to talk im trying to hit on them or something. thats why i have no friends. ---------- Post added 8th Feb 2016 at 03:34 PM ---------- i just dont know what to do anymore lm lonely as hell
Just remember that it's temporary. Heck, if it's so bad right now it can only get better! And life is balance. Meaning the more it sucks now the better it gets. Some idiots think they can bring you down you don't have to give in! The homophobic amount of People might just seem more dominant than the amount of supportive people. We're all here for you and remember we're all in the same boat and if you want to talk you can write on anyone's wall here, because we want to help you. Don't let them win! I get you're lonely now but that will change you just seriously have to change the type of people you're around.
I know you said that you feel lonely and that people are always judging you but I want you to know that you have an amazing community right here with so many people who would want to be your friend. Everybody on this site will not judge you for liking the same gender, in fact we welcome you for it. I want you to know that we will support you throughout this and that some people are going through some of the stuff you are. And while I do agree that society is pretty f'ed up, the people that make it up can be more supportive than you might think at first. So stay strong, ok? I'm sure that you'll eventually find people who can like you for who you are. Even though it might not feel like it at first, there are awesome people out there. I hope all the people on EC would qualify as such. (*hug*) And if you still feel bad, maybe you could talk to one of the staff here. They're awesome too.
good points, those things suck! but are they a reason to kill yourself? hell no. if they don't like gay people it is their problem, not yours. i don't know how old you are but you must be in high school because the older you get the less homophobia you will encounter. saying "guys may think i'm trying to hit on them" is not a fact, it is just your fear of what might happen (which probably won't). i have social anxiety too but you can't let their ignorant opinions rule your life, you are smarter than them, you know what is right and they don't, have faith in yourself!