When I first figured out I was gay I was all Okay with it but now the more I think about the more I get pissed off at myself. Everywhere I go I feel really insecure and try to cover my face half the time. I even hate to say the word gay sometimes. I'm so angry with how everything turned out. My supposed friends have been saying awful things to me the last three days to the point to where I was on the brink of tears. Even my friend who tries to help me with problems said horrible things. I feel like a total failure, I feel like I'm not normal.
Hey Jeb First off you are totally normal. It's totally understandable that you feel that way when your 'friends' are saying nasty things to you. People aren't always going to understand, but I'm sure you'll find a group of people that do. Be proud of who you are.