I am currently dating a female and really enjoy it but I can not get aroused when the time is right , but for the last 4 years all I can imagine is being with a guy in bed . That's the only thing that arouses me but I can't give it cause I have a son and don't want him to ever know his dad might be gay . Should I just ignore my true feelings forever
Why do you don't want your son to know you might be gay? Ignoring or suppressing your feelings is never a good idea. You need to process this one way or another. Perhaps a psychologist or therapist could help you?