okay well from a young age I've known I was gay and latley I've had thoughts about women sexual thoughts and I don't like them but they keep happening so I just let them and I'm fearing I'm not gay but I have no desire to be with women I mean I find them attractive and most of my friends are girls I'm just scared if these thoughts means I'm not gay
It probably means that you might be bisexual. If you are well you will still be gay so don't worry. At least if you steal have sexual feelings for guys.