Just a little update from me to say I finally feel more at peace with my sexuality. When I was younger, even my attractions to guys made me feel uncomfortable because the guys were gay/bisexual and I realised I was drawn to their feminine traits. This scared me because I realised it meant I might not be as straight as I thought I was... I ran from attraction of any kind, but if course it kept happening, and by age 25 it was happening with girls too, as I started meeting more girls of my type. Of course, I ran... Now though, I am in the middle of making peace with my gay side, having dealt with a number of issues from my younger days, and met some very lovely girls, although I still have a way to go. But I am finally ready to say that I am at peace with my side that likes guys too. I'm ready to sleep with him. I know he's bi and sees guys too but I want him!! There's a condom in my handbag. I'm 38 on Saturday.......(!)
