So i have finally come to terms with what i have been going on about for ages: the crush i have at work on this stranger is just stupid. I dont know if she is gay, i dont know if she even acknoledges me apart from the random conversation on the lift, we rarely see each other and obviously no one knows im gay So to move on i have completely tried to avoid her and focused on my next career move. But when i think i am progressing i see her again and all the feelings come back: my heart is in a knot, i feel stupid cuz i cant even make eye contact with her even when she looks at me i cant keep her eye contact...so i feel very sad and stupid.
