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ashamed of my behavior

Discussion in 'General Support and Advice' started by tortoisemark, Mar 11, 2016.

  1. tortoisemark

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    There was a time when i was super addicted to sex. i would go to streets where there's gay sex n sort of indulge in acts with strangers.

    i was like a sex toy boy n am ashamed. thrice i tried to fondle a straight guy's(3 differnet men) dick. these 3 acts are what i'm ashamed of.
    twice i got reprimanded n could've been thrashed very badly
    the third guy assumed i was trying to steal his mobile and he mocked me for being a thief.
    i feel ashamed at my behavior. at the fact that i was some sex addict.

    i am going to therapy but i just feel shame at what i did to myself.
     
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    Hey Don't hate on yourself for what you've done in the past There just learning experience's take what you learned from that And live in the moment!
     
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    I think i ruined the lives of those men by trying to fondle them. like i abused them or something. though i'm glad i stopped when they said so. they could've beaten me up. n i know it was my fault. i just wished my family were more supportive.