I don't know where to begin, I feel so hurt and depressed, I just can't shake it. It's been getting worse for a while. I feel so underwhelmed now the glow of coming out has passed, the years and years of closeted life have a huge pain for me and the hope it would be better after has proven nonesense. Every guy I talk to on any app or dating site just isn't interested or is 15+ years older than me and not attractive to me, whilst the cute guy I spent all evening working with isn't interested and nor are any of those that I am. I feel like hurting myself, I just don't know how to handle the pain of this, and other things going on.
