I am confused about my sexual orientation. I am still questioning my sexual orientation. There is a very huge chance that I could be bisexual. My sexuality is very fluid. I'm sorry if this is long. My thoughts might be all over the place. Sometimes, I feel like I'm asexual. Also, I'm a black male, which makes this issue worse. I am a 19-year old male. I'm dealing with about one or two issues. I'm always the kind of person who needs constant reassurance on things that bother me. I constantly google and look up things based on bisexuality. So, I want to find ways to deal with society's ignorance of bisexuality. The ignorance gets to me, despite my efforts to not feel bad. Sometimes I get down on myself because of society's ignorance. I want to be able to deal with the stereotypes, myths, and stigma of being bisexual. I feel more attracted to girls than I do with guys. Plus, I've never been in a relationship, never dated, never had my first kiss, and never had sex. I've never done anything romantic, intimate, or sexual. Sometimes, I worry that I will never find acceptance from other people. If I was straight, it would be easier to be accepted by people. Sometimes, the idea of acceptance seems impossible. I really want to be accepted and feel like I belong. Also, I am still questioning my sexuality. Sometimes, I feel bi and then I feel asexual. Sometimes, it really bothers me. I go to a community college in a LGBT-tolerant state but I'm only out to a few people at my college. I'm not out to my family. Their not homophobic but would probably be disappointed if they found out. Please help me. I really need some people to ease my mind.
