It's still normal if it's a little awkward, right?

Eh, I get awkward talking about girls and boys.

I'm probably really wierd, but you're not the only one.

 

When you're in school it can be awkward. I used to hang out with a really open and diverse group, with Ls, Gs and Bs, but it was too embarrassing personally to talk about my sexuality with loads of people around.

 

I personally find situations like this extremely awkward but that's just me..

 

It's just a normal topic. I think you might be a bit too conscious of the surroundings, thinking people will listen to what you are talking about and/or view you badly because of that.

Don't giving a damn about other people do take a time, and you're still young so I understand why you might be so anxious. You can always tell your friend you don't want to discuss such things in a public space.

 

It's pretty understandable. When you're in the closet you try to outwardly appear straight, so the thought of openly discussing anything "gay" can seem kind of jarring. This is simply what I personally find myself, so whether or not this applies to you is up to you to decide. Honestly, it's just a case of getting used to it and being more confident about it. Hope this helps!

 

I get so awkward too!

But I'm just social awkward, so idk if I'm helping you. I personally just don't have a type. I just like the way people make me feel. It's hard to narrow it down to a few traits. It's totally normal to feel awkward