Okay. So I'm annoyed with my fucked up life. I had a sleepover with a friend this week. Since they're genderneutral and pan we totally connected and chatted about life for hours. They're AFAB so they said, "oh yeah like half the girls in our school have a crush on you." Which is suckily true. And guess what? The one other gay person at my school was my friend until he stopped talking to me...after he touched my *area* and forcefully kissed me. He has serious internalized homophobia but that's his shit. So, first FML: no one of my desired sex likes me. But females like me. Fuck. And if that's not enough, all the popularshit boys in my school call each other gay ten times a day like it's an insult. That's my second FML. And to add to THAT, one of he boys in my school makes creepy sexual talk to me. Like once he said this, "if you help me on this test we will have sexyfuntime later" and he says stuff like that daily. Third FML. Fourth FML: My brother found out today because he saw my search history. Does any of this happen to other people?
