Considering breast reduction (cis-female)... help?

Hey there... umm I haven't really posted lately, but eh hey here I am again.

So, how do I get started on this? I was born and identify as a female, and with being born female comes having breast. I myself happen to have quite big ones (it's inthe genes, my mother and both grandmothers have E or F). And well... lately I happen to hate them. I don't hate having boobs, not at all, I love having boobs. but I hate having my boobs. well, I like everything about them, except the size. I (guess) I am an 34/36 D(+), well, I don't quite know if it is the right bra size that I am wearing, they are probably too small but I refuse wearing bigger bras because I already hate having a D-Bra. (if you want to know the measurements, my measurement under the boobs is 75 cm, the one on the breasts is 97cm)

Now. lately I started thinking about breast reduction. not completly chopping them off, but reducing them to a C maybe. Since I am 16 they probably will continue growing (the whole body stops growing at about 21 actually, and I was kind of a late bloomer). So I don't want to do it now, but maybe when I am 21. So atlesst 5 more years with these melons.
I think the best way I can explain how I feel about it all is by making a list:

- I consider every part of my body attractive except my boobs.
- They give me neck pain
- I feel like they are not really part of me
- I absolutely hate seeing myself in pictures because the first thing I see are my boobs, and that makes me feel horrible about the way others see me
- If someone would call my small boobs beautiful, I'd take it as a compliment. When someone calls my actual, large boobs beautiful, I want to punch people in the face because to me it feels like they are saying "hey you have an ugly face"
- I don't like wearing a bikini or anything revealing to the beach (mostly I dont go bathing so I dont have to wear a bikini), you have to know, I would even go naked to the beach, I dont care what people would think. but my boobs make me feel like there is no other part on my body that could be appreciated.
- Sometimes when sitting I need to lift them up to properly be able to breath or (when I am at school) I have to really focus on the way I breath, so I dont feel like I am suffocating.
- They ruin so many things for me. Dancing, running, swimming, wearing the clothes I would actually like to wear
- sometimes they make working out really hard for me

I know many of these points are about the way I look, but what I really need to add is that it is. not that I dont like them because of what others might think. But I dont like them because I dont like them. This whole thing is about my perspective of myself.

I also already did a lot of research, if the breast weight over 500g each insureance has to pay for the reduction (mine weight more than 500g) and I have insureance so I would probably have it covered.

They just really drag me down. I feel like they ruin so much. especially my confidence.

So yeah any advice or help would be great. I just want to hear opinions since this is nothing that I want to talk about with my friends or parents, yet. Basically any answer would help me.
Thanks for listening

 

Thanks HappyGirlLucky, I'll definetly try to watch that documentary, hopefully I can relate to the people presented in it.

What I forgot to mention in my thread is that they also cause me to have quite a bad posture. The weight just makes it impossible to hold myself up straight. And if I manage to hold a good posture for a day or two I get really bad back pain. Also with good posture comes that I cant see my feet when standing up. Well, I can't see my stomach at all, I kind of have to shove everything aside to see my tummy, which really bums me out.

 

My bras probably don't fit properly. I squeeze myself into a D, yet every way of calculating the cup size tell me that I need a bigger one. So about an E or F. In a week I want to go shopping for one that actually fits, because, this may sound weird, but I have to constantly watch that my boobs dont "fall" out of my bra. So yeah, Iam about 99% sure that my bras are too small.

The thing about reduction is, I could probably get it done and I definetly want to. Yet, I simply have NO idea on howto approach it with my parents or friends. Any suggestions?