I want a boyfriend soooooooooo bad; I want a beautiful, kind, caring boy who'll love me no matter what, but it's really hard to love someone when I can hardly love myself. Despite however people compliment my appearance or personality (AND IT'S NOT ONLY MY FAMILY!!!) I can't look in the mirror and believe that anybody could find me attractive, both outwardly and inwardly. I've had so few real crushes in my life and anybody I hope to have a chance with, I blow it, completely, or at least it feels that way. I say the wrong thing, or push too many buttons then I sink into depression and wish that I'd made my choices differently and I can't bring myself to bounce back. How is someone like me supposed to find anyone? Cause I need someone real bad...
First of all, to find somebody you need to love yourself in order to find someone to love. That's just the way I see it. You should listen and stop looking at all the flaws in the mirror and instead try to see something good. What I did, because I was in the same position as you and I know I'm only 15 but this really helped me. I looked in the mirror and found one or two good things instead of the bad things. I would just ignore those. So try that and see how it works out for you.
