hi folks , just needed to vent or rant or what ever... some of you may remember my struggles with self harm and depression and other things here and there.. Well., long story short, I've been on a disability pension most of my life, not thru me not wanting to work but just my health hasn't been there for it. If I had full health I'd have joined the navy (aussie).. any way last year for some unknown stupid reson I was kicked off and nearly ended up in hospital a few times over it.. any way have had to go back to their doctors, fill this out see this pyscatrist etc , saw another one today.. now its just a waiting game. trying to pay bills and have a little bit of a life is hard on next to nothing... any way, guess I just have to wait.. cant do any more.... just so tired of it all..:bang::bang::bang: