Last night, i had a chat with a friend and it shook out a bunch of stuff. When I finally got to sleep, it wasnt really restful. i thought it would be better today, but its not.
we were talking about past relationships, and my journey to where I am today. I had an ex take advantage of me physically. I didn't know what to do at the time. I still regret it, and I can't shake the shame after all this time
at the hospital, kinda. I was in a small town at the time, and I was still on good terms with my family, so I didn't want want to continue after I checked out. I was terrified that someone would find out.
I don't know. I just don't want to feel like this anymore... I thought I could handle it, justifying it to myself as the first concrete moment in my life that started me down this path. ---------- Post added 26th Aug 2016 at 02:14 PM ---------- I guess I just need to chat.
I was seeing one before I moved here. I've seen two since moving, but haven't found one that clicks...
i wont. I'm feeling much better since i started the thread... I had a bunch of work that came in, so I slowly dealt with the issues between tasks.
