I went on a date(gay man) last Thursday thinking it would just be a simple sex thing. He's not my type,shorter than me,don't shave every day but fairly cute. A bit of a closed book and even morose. I didn't have sexvwith him,instead I got so nervous over liking him I got blind drunk. We only kissed,we have a lot in common. I'm 37 he's 29. I just want him to tell me I have a chance,that's it. Oh,this whole thing is sdtupid,I give up on it. I'm of to read manga
