when I imagine my future all I can see is myself as some sort of housewife, all I want is to have children and I just don't think that will ever be a possibility for me.
I feel like no one is going to want me, that even if I can adopt kids it won't be fair on them to be the child of someone who is different.
As long as you care about the needs of the child, it doesn't matter if you are different. Also children especially adoptive/foster children really just want a parent that loves them and cares for them. I think it would be great to be a parent especially being 'different' as you say. It would allow you to be more understanding when your children go through their own turmoils especially during teenage years.
