Sooo last night I was almost outed to my mom and that would be the literal end of my life. I gave her a notebook not realizing I wrote about a girl I liked in it and she took it to work. I was freaking out and contemplating suicide because of how I know my mom would react to the news and heaven sounds better then her giving me hell. I got alot of support here last night and it kind of got me in a better mind so I prayed and prayed and my mom didn't even get a chance to write in the book cause got kept her busy. Thank you all for the help I was given.When my mom got home this morning I snuck into her bag and ripped the pages out of the notebook and she never noticed. I don't know why I am always thinking giving my life up is better than dealing with things because I do want to have a happy ending.
I'm glad to know that this is how things turned out to be and you didn't do anything irrevocable with your life. You'll have your happy ending, don't worry, you just gotta hang in there.
Hey DreamonRose, I'm VERY happy that things worked out well for you! Remember, you always have support here at EC!
Thanks alot for the support. ---------- Post added 13th Feb 2017 at 01:52 PM ---------- Thanks for everything you said. ---------- Post added 13th Feb 2017 at 01:52 PM ---------- Thanks
I'm pleased to read this. Just remember, you have a whole community of like minded people here, to talk to and lean on. You don't have to suffer in silence and we don't want you to.