It's a real struggle for me After being in denial for years about my sexuality, I am still so shy and awkward that I don't know how to make a move, not without seeming really awkward and embarrassing, that is! I'm just scared that if I act really awkward, because of my nerves, the person I'm trying to make the move on will be scared off and not speak to me again! But I can see the person I like right now is also closeted to herself, too. Probably she has had a similar background, religious family, expectations of marriage, and she has also been in denial about her sexuality as well. And it's not easy for anyone when you're in a complex situation. But she reminds me so much of my friend Angie who I worked with around 3 years ago, she was so similar. I gave her a lot of support despite my own struggles, and I hope I can do the same for the person I like now. Sometimes you meet someone and you just know that you love them. You don't want to take them away from other special people in their life, unless that is what they want. But you just wanna support them through every challenge they go through, you feel yourself going through it all with them and you want to hold their hand (and kiss their lips!) and just make them happy in every way you can! Just a smile or a laugh from her makes me happy. You want to be a true friend... you want to be so much more than that, but whatever happens, you just know that you make each other happy just by being in the same room. And you know you will be there for them in every way they need you