I'm scared. A couple weeks ago my mom saw my cutting marks. They were all over my arm. We got in a huge fight and a day later she brought me to the hospital to get checked in to stay there for a while. They didn't admit me which made me more depressed because I felt like I wasn't getting the help I needed. I didn't want anyone to know I cut myself. I had an anxiety attack when my mom found out. She's been watching me like a hawk, and today is the second day she's let me have a day to myself. But today I got so depressed I decided to cut again. Im scared she'll find out. Last night she said that if I ever hurt myself again she would send me to a place where I would be watched 24/7. If she finds out I cut again I'll be sent to that place. I know she would only do it for my own good, but I am so ashamed of myself that I'm scared of telling her and what she would say. I know she will be dissappointed in me, I just don't know if I should tell her and be sent away or have to face her finding out...
I think your mother is just concerned... as she should be! I think you need to address why you're self harming in the first place. Going somewhere to be monitored may be a good idea to tell the truth. Sorry you're going through so much hon. (*hug*) ~<3
what is it that is making you feel depressed? perhaps you can go directly to the root of the problem, and solve it there.
Maybe you should look to a friend for advice maybe one with blonde hair green eyes and incredibly gorgeous that you can trust with your life.
Oh wow thanks for that... ^^^my best friend...:dry: Oh and thanks guys for all your responses your all really nice....
