At the start of this school year I was very active; I was very active in learning and preparing for my tests and I managed to be more involved PE. Some terms later I found my enthusiasm dwindling, I had to change from doing fitness to trampolining, I found myself actively seeking procrastination (the irony), I seem more cynical and irritable than before; I miss being a part of a debating competition; I feel like I'm making the wrong choices; I feel like I am falling behind my classmates; I feel isolated and I'm realising and contemplating my sexuality halfway through the school year. It feels like too much right at this point. :tears: Now I am stuck doing unproductive things and exams start after this Easter break. Could someone please just give me words of advice or support? I need something to help me convince myself to do more and to stop making excuses, stop getting my hopes up and to lessen the amount of tedium in my life.