Hey everyone, I first registered to this site about a year ago and at the time, had just got out of rehab. I basically identified as gay and was trying to figure out how to come out. Well, since then, I've moved into an apartment by myself and out of the halfway house. I've been drug free for almost 13 months too! I've somehow completely regressed or something and thought i was : "straight with a bunch of complicated emotional problems that make me masturbate to gay porn and have gay thoughts". I am 23 now, and since i was about 13 or 14 i have "got off" to gay porn about 80 percent of the time compared to straight porn. Anyway, writing to say that I am ready to try and go straight at this problem(no pun intended) and figure this out instead of being alone alltogether without going anywhere again. (thread name doesnt really fit. changed mind about topic and forgot to change the name of the thread. sorry)
Hmm. I'm not a psychologist and not familiar with a lot of case studies regarding it, but I doubt that emotional problems often lead to gayness especially over such a long period. Could you see yourself in a gay relationship? Doing almost everything you would with a girl, but with a guy? I know sexuality is more complex than a one-dimensional continuum from gay to straight, but I'd venture the guess that you are somewhere in the middle.
