...As a "guy!" If things continue to fall into place, as they are, I'll be able to start HrT, and my transition, sometime in January. So next season, I'll be safely in the realm of of women. I'm beyond excited, but at the same time it's surreal. Just to think that next year I'll be happier, and in such a different place. It'll be SO different, but in a good way. The best way possible. :icon_bigg
I won't lie, I did that intentionally to grab attention....perhaps I should have worded it better. Don't get me wrong, I have A LOT of steps to take yet, but I feel really positive that this is going to happen!
Yup, I was scared by the title! But this is great! This is my last holiday as confused as I am. I'm just starting my journey of self-discovery. I feel better about myself already knowing I'm moving forward. Lots of fears too, but that's to be expected with anything new.
It's my last one as a "girl" as well! I'm already out to most people, but rather importantly I'm not out to my mum. I'm giving her one last Christmas with her little girl; I'm not ready to come out to her and I don't want to spoil her Christmas. I didn't actually intend to come out to my dad before Christmas, but it just sort of happened. Having done so, I wanted to be able to go by my real name while staying with him, but my stepsister and grandfather don't know and they've both been having a hard time lately so I don't want to burden them with anything else. Still, it's good having most people know and accept who I am. Here's to a new year and a new start for both of us.
