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CamiesPetti · 27th Dec 2011, 09:14 AM

Hello everyone. My name here is Camie. No. Its not my real name. Its my cousins name. When we were little we played together all the time. Its a long story but we were twins sort of. We looked like it and many folks thought we were. We wore each others clothes all the time. Even though I was born a boy I was known as daddies little girl. For years that was what I was. So here I am now grown up, male yet inside I long to be daddies little girl. When no one is around I put on my skirts and girlie clothes. The troubles of the world seem to melt away. Some how I am transformed back into that little girl. Shy and bashful, playful and nieve. But I long for the company of a friend like I had back then. Friends like my cuosins, aunts and uncles and even daddy who didn't care or judge because I wore girl clothes and played with dolls and things. I hope at least I have found a home where I can find a friend or two to just be myself. That is a place where Camie and I are one like we were when we were young. Weird introduction. Didn't know what to say so I just started typing what came to my brain. So. Hi everyone. My name is Camie. Whats your name?

alex2020 · 27th Dec 2011, 09:24 AM

Bienvenue!!

I'm Alex.

Aeon Magus · 27th Dec 2011, 11:55 AM

Hello, CamiesPetti, and welcome to EC.

Uhm... I'm Alex, too. *looks at alex2020 and mumbles*

**Gerry** · 27th Dec 2011, 01:20 PM

Hi and welcome to EC!

CamiesPetti · 27th Dec 2011, 01:41 PM

Thank you all for such a warm welcome. Already beginning to feel warm and cozy.

Random Dent · 27th Dec 2011, 01:52 PM

Hello Camie, I'm Random. Welcome to EC!

thecat06 · 27th Dec 2011, 02:13 PM

Hello and Welcome!!

55butnotalive · 27th Dec 2011, 03:42 PM

Hi, Camie! Welcome to EC. You'll find a lot of fascinating threads and support here, along with many wise youngsters. I have been impressed with their maturity and self-awareness, which I never had at their age. You and I were born in a different time, without much information to help us know ourselves. If you need to communicate with someone from your generation, let me know.

Cookie34 · 27th Dec 2011, 03:59 PM

Hey Camie how are you? Welcome to EC!

silverhalo · 27th Dec 2011, 04:50 PM

Hey welcome to EC.

Hidinginalabama · 27th Dec 2011, 05:18 PM

Welcome to EC and my name is walter.

Artemicion · 27th Dec 2011, 05:23 PM

Hi and welcome to EC! The name is Felix

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Hana Solo · 27th Dec 2011, 05:51 PM

Hi Camie! I'm Hana

Jonathan · 27th Dec 2011, 06:45 PM

Welcome to EC!!!

Nazo · 27th Dec 2011, 06:48 PM

Heyo, welcome to EC!

Countervail · 27th Dec 2011, 06:56 PM

Hurrr durr Cass!

kiersten · 27th Dec 2011, 08:04 PM

Hi Camie! I know a bit about how you feel, so youre totally in the right place! (*hugs*) Im so glad you were able to find us all here on EC!

Gravity · 27th Dec 2011, 08:21 PM

Welcome to EC, glad you found your way here! And you're definitely in the right spot.

CamiesPetti · 28th Dec 2011, 02:03 PM

It is so wonderful to have such a warm welcome from everyone. I don't know what to say except thank you all. I hope we can become good friends, help each other and just have fun being ourselves. I am still stumbling around here. Hope I post in the right places. If I make a mistake I feell I am with friends and you will help me along.

Well. I am here and ready to give it a go. With your help I believe I can make it or at least have fun trying. =)

27th Dec 2011, 09:14 AM	#1
CamiesPetti Newbie Regular Member Gender: Male Orientation: Straight but curious Out Status: Not out at all Location: Milwaukee, Wisconson Age: 49 Posts: 8 Join Date: Dec 2011	Shy Newbie Hello everyone. My name here is Camie. No. Its not my real name. Its my cousins name. When we were little we played together all the time. Its a long story but we were twins sort of. We looked like it and many folks thought we were. We wore each others clothes all the time. Even though I was born a boy I was known as daddies little girl. For years that was what I was. So here I am now grown up, male yet inside I long to be daddies little girl. When no one is around I put on my skirts and girlie clothes. The troubles of the world seem to melt away. Some how I am transformed back into that little girl. Shy and bashful, playful and nieve. But I long for the company of a friend like I had back then. Friends like my cuosins, aunts and uncles and even daddy who didn't care or judge because I wore girl clothes and played with dolls and things. I hope at least I have found a home where I can find a friend or two to just be myself. That is a place where Camie and I are one like we were when we were young. Weird introduction. Didn't know what to say so I just started typing what came to my brain. So. Hi everyone. My name is Camie. Whats your name?

27th Dec 2011, 09:24 AM	#2
alex2020 EC Addict Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Everybody important, and anybody who asks. Location: Florida Age: 19 Posts: 1,437 Join Date: Aug 2011	Re: Shy Newbie Bienvenue!! I'm Alex. __________________ “Be yourself. Above all, let who you are, what you are, what you believe, shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish.”

27th Dec 2011, 11:55 AM	#3
Aeon Magus EC's Blue Gaylien Full Member Gender: I go peepee standing up xD Orientation: I'm a Man's Man Out Status: The people that I care about most. Location: South Africa Posts: 2,262 Join Date: Nov 2011	Re: Shy Newbie Hello, CamiesPetti, and welcome to EC. Uhm... I'm Alex, too. looks at alex2020 and mumbles __________________ Sing me a Painting, I'll paint you a Song Inside my heart is breaking. My make-up may be flaking, but my smile still stays on. The show must go on.

27th Dec 2011, 01:20 PM	#4
Gerry We're all a little mad! EC Moderator Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Some people Location: Las Vegas Age: 24 Posts: 5,551 Join Date: Jan 2008	Re: Shy Newbie Hi and welcome to EC! __________________ "Everybody's journey is individual. If you fall in love with a boy, you fall in love with a boy. The fact that many Americans consider it a disease says more about them than it does about homosexuality".-James Baldwin

27th Dec 2011, 01:41 PM	#5
CamiesPetti Newbie Regular Member Gender: Male Orientation: Straight but curious Out Status: Not out at all Location: Milwaukee, Wisconson Age: 49 Posts: 8 Join Date: Dec 2011	Re: Shy Newbie Thank you all for such a warm welcome. Already beginning to feel warm and cozy.

27th Dec 2011, 01:52 PM	#6
Random Dent Liebe ist für alle da! Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: La la la ladies Out Status: I don't care who knows Location: California Age: 27 Posts: 1,692 Join Date: Feb 2011	Re: Shy Newbie Hello Camie, I'm Random. Welcome to EC! __________________ No government has the right to tell its citizens when or whom to love. The only queer people are those who don't love anybody Rita Mae Brown

27th Dec 2011, 02:13 PM	#7
thecat06 EC's Biggest LNJF and SNL fan!! Full Member Gender: Let's say Pangender! Orientation: Let's say gay!! Out Status: Out to parents, campus, and 75 friends on facebook Location: Central and Northern Ohio Age: 19 Posts: 2,504 Join Date: Jun 2011	Re: Shy Newbie Hello and Welcome!! __________________ So many years have passed, since I proclaimed my independence, my mission, my aim, and my vision, so secure, content to live each day like it's my last, it's wonderful to know, that I could be, something more than what I dreamed, far beyond what I could see -Dream Theater

27th Dec 2011, 03:42 PM	#8
55butnotalive Well Known Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: out to over 30 now!! Location: Iowa Age: 56 Posts: 125 Join Date: Oct 2011	Re: Shy Newbie Hi, Camie! Welcome to EC. You'll find a lot of fascinating threads and support here, along with many wise youngsters. I have been impressed with their maturity and self-awareness, which I never had at their age. You and I were born in a different time, without much information to help us know ourselves. If you need to communicate with someone from your generation, let me know.

27th Dec 2011, 03:59 PM	#9
Cookie34 Well Known Regular Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesbian Out Status: Family only Location: England, Birmingham Posts: 101 Join Date: Nov 2011	Re: Shy Newbie Hey Camie how are you? Welcome to EC! __________________ Come To The Darkside....We Have Cookies! xD

27th Dec 2011, 04:50 PM	#10
silverhalo EC Addict Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesbian Out Status: Quite a few Location: England, Age: 29 Posts: 3,166 Join Date: Dec 2008	Re: Shy Newbie Hey welcome to EC.

27th Dec 2011, 05:18 PM	#11
Hidinginalabama EC Addict Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Say no to the boobs. Say hell yes to men. Out Status: Almost every one other than work Location: alabama Age: 22 Posts: 954 Join Date: Sep 2011	Re: Shy Newbie Welcome to EC and my name is walter.

27th Dec 2011, 05:23 PM	#12
Artemicion :D :D :D Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Anyone who asks, but parents in denial. Location: Vancouver BC Canada Age: 23 Posts: 1,112 Join Date: Aug 2010	Re: Shy Newbie Hi and welcome to EC! The name is Felix .

27th Dec 2011, 05:51 PM	#13
Hana Solo EC's Dear Abby- talk to me! Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Mostly into girls Out Status: Closet is getting a little crowded Location: Not even a dot on the Australian map Age: 17 Posts: 1,096 Join Date: Nov 2011	Re: Shy Newbie Hi Camie! I'm Hana __________________ Thor: No matter what he's done, Loki is from Asgard and is my brother Black Widow: He killed 80 people in two days. Thor: ...adopted. ~The Avengers, 2012

27th Dec 2011, 06:45 PM	#14
Jonathan Formerly Muzzy Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Some people Location: Illinois Age: 20 Posts: 3,038 Join Date: Oct 2007	Re: Shy Newbie Welcome to EC!!! __________________

27th Dec 2011, 06:48 PM	#15
Nazo Janis Ian's Lesbian Crush Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Facebook, not hiding at college Location: Michigan Age: 19 Posts: 2,071 Join Date: Dec 2010	Re: Shy Newbie Heyo, welcome to EC! __________________ are you feeling like a prisoner are you living life the way you want giving time to ones you love are you giving time to who you are

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27th Dec 2011, 06:56 PM	#16
Countervail EC Addict Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Questioning Out Status: Not out at all Location: Philippines Age: 16 Posts: 255 Join Date: Dec 2011	Re: Shy Newbie Hurrr durr Cass!

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28th Dec 2011, 02:03 PM	#19
CamiesPetti Newbie Regular Member Gender: Male Orientation: Straight but curious Out Status: Not out at all Location: Milwaukee, Wisconson Age: 49 Posts: 8 Join Date: Dec 2011	Re: Shy Newbie It is so wonderful to have such a warm welcome from everyone. I don't know what to say except thank you all. I hope we can become good friends, help each other and just have fun being ourselves. I am still stumbling around here. Hope I post in the right places. If I make a mistake I feell I am with friends and you will help me along. Well. I am here and ready to give it a go. With your help I believe I can make it or at least have fun trying. =)