I post this to set how I can stop this feeling it's like a force of nature that I can't stop I just want it to go away but it want I feel as if my life has been a lie all this tim time but I can't give in to being a woman I was born a man but I feel and think like a woman it's killing me if I give in to it I will gain self happiness and peace but I will lose my kids and family
You can't stop it, only find out how to 'include' it into your current life. Can you really gain happiness when you lose your family? I think the answer will help you decide if you want to come out and divorce, or come out and hope for staying with your current partner, or not come out at all...
