Glad your back! Think its getting to be that time of year that everyone is more prone to pre-holiday blues. Coming out/divorce crap/.....magnifies it to that super WTF status. Every day is up & down right now. EC friends help keep the crack in my sanity from getting too big. (&&&)(&&&)(&&&)(&&&)(&&&)
Jory! So glad you came up for air! Be sure to get out and enjoy some daylight every day, the diminishing daytime hours take their toll. And lean on your EC friends, it's amazing the dark places they can pull you from if you give them/us a chance!
You guys are so great. (&&&)(&&&) I live in the south so I'm getting out every day. I did get an antidepressant. It's helping a little but I just feel so sad. Me husband really wants to stay married. I really don't. I wish he'd stop loving me. I'm so conflicted all the time. I've tried to just focus on the day to day tasks. Trying to focus on friends, family, work and home. I'm stressed about money and kids and Christmas. Some days it just feels like it's all too much.
Hang in there, sweetie. I'm glad you're back! I'm worried about money and Christmas too. Just wanted to let you know you're not alone.
